To examine life is a curse we chose upon ourselves. We are followed by
the mocking shadows of our consciousness, the streams of our thoughts, and the
awareness of ourselves and our surroundings. Examination goes beyond the
instinct of self preservation and extends into the realms of trivial aspects of
our lives. The core principle of our being is to survive another day, live to
see the break of daylight, avoid death; however you choose to phrase it. Once
you push aside the policies and ways of life we invented for ourselves,
humanity comes down to animalistic behaviors. The only things we must do-things which preserve
humanity-are the same things which any other organism does.
We never realize how burdened we are by examination. Too much or too
little of a dose is lethal- if you do it incorrectly, then the outcome and
effects can be damaging upon life itself. Examination is constantly stressed as
growth- but why is not light shone upon the ways in which it deteriorates the human
psyche?
People have traumatic
experiences and push those memories away as a means of self preservation. Reflection
has been advertised as cleansing, but it also has a way of tending to the strongly
rooted weeds of difficulties and struggles. Will my life be more complete if I reflect
upon haunting experiences, even if they cripple my sense of security and trust?
Will questioning the random paths of life and the preselected circumstances I
am born into give me peace of mind?
Society pressures us to think beyond our instincts and beyond what we
know to be absolute. Selfishness is what has kept the human race in existence
for so many years. We are but another species inhabiting the Earth, and once
the time comes when we enter into the realm of extinction, then what can we say
about examination and its contribution to our existence? Life of other sorts
goes on with or without us- nature is not hindered by our inability to continue
our race.
To me, an example of a modern day Gadfly would be Stephen Colbert. I've watched many of his episodes and noted that he relies on his intuition to ask the questions we all want to ask-the ones which extend beyond the line of "thinking" and "doing." He is very perceptive of present issues and knows how to stimulate the viewers minds. He knows how to control any interview, and enjoys doing so. Even through his humorous news updates, sketches, and segments, he always gives a clue away as to what issue he is trying to point out.
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ReplyDeleteHey Justyna :) I really like this post about the unexamined life/modern day gadfly. You are very thorough with your analysis of what it means to live an examined life. I like how you mention that people who examined their lives "burden their psyche", because I completely agree. Even as the most sophisticated species, sitting atop the world's food chain, we are perhaps the most burdened. Many of us who have moved beyond the animalistic tendencies which control other organism's lives instead think about the meaning and the consequences of our actions. But, sometimes it seems this examination is fruitless and maybe even harmful. "Will questioning the random paths of life and the preselected circumstances I am born into give me peace of mind?"... this is a great question and one that plagues many people including myself.
ReplyDeleteAlso, I love your writing! Everything is very well thought out and transitioned. I love the imagery, ex. "reflection has been advertised as cleansing, but is also has a way of tending to the strongly rooted weeds of difficulties and struggles". You are concise but also descriptive. In short, beautiful writing style.
-Julia